Pain Inside of Me

I

Pain that hides behind my smile

Tears that never fell because of fear

Problems that stayed within me for a while

And all those problems are never clear

II

It has been inside of me

I don’t know when I’ll be free

Free from the pain

Who knows how many more I’m about to gain

III

It is easier to smile and laugh

Than showing how much pain I have

Than catching tears bursting from my eyes

Than watching my dreams fly away

IV

It has been so long

Since I have been true to my feelings

Since I have said someone what I truly feel

But now I am starting to change all of that